The definition of hurt is to bring someone into suffering, into pain, or into distortion from what is healing and natural. This is how you might define the hurt that’s been imposed upon humanity. But it’s also the way you can define the harm you can impose upon yourself, whether you have full conscious knowledge of that or not. It’s not that most people want to suffer and feel their pain, far from it. But unknowingly, you can bring yourself into this self-harm through your experiences and the subconscious traumas, beliefs and emotions that come along with them.
Your story – your experiences, the people who enter and exit, the ups and downs, the programs, your perspectives, the joys and celebrations, stresses and strains – is highly valuable. Your story is packed with influences, choices, decisions, possibilities, conundrums, inner conflicts, regrets, dreams, course-altering moments, truth and self-deceptions. They’re all yours. You own them. Not only do they exist but they can drive your day-to-day behaviours. They shape you. But if you aren’t moving forward through all of it, and you get stuck in the ego story of it, you will not grow.
For those participating in their spiritual journey, this is fairly understood: that along the way, you inherited the stories and experiences that have caused disruptions to what would allow peace for you. What is less obvious though to some, is that the story of your experiences, isn’t just a layer of experiences from this lifetime but many. And that creates an infinite field of exploration. There’s always more to learn about yourself.
Instead, what some people have a tendency to do, is to look to the past, fear the unknown future, practice little self-awareness, believe things about themselves, and then decide that this view makes them who they are. Some will make a few specific experiences their entire story, distorting how they experience the quality of their days. They will take this story about themselves to heart, and wear it as though this is the only garment they own, and therefore, possess it as though they can’t take it off. They keep looking to this story as the one that will inform them how to keep acting, how to keep choosing, and how to keep trying to resolve their problems. Hanging onto this story about themselves can become like an addiction: for a time, it seems to make sense, it brings some relief, it fulfills some need, it creates some sense of safety, or it offers some reasoning for why life is as it is. But after a time, the repetition of it just unfolds more pain without ever really offering true freedom. This is the consciousness trap of seeing oneself through the eyes of the ego.
The person who stays stuck in their story will keep repeating it, and voicing it, as though this alone will alleviate their pain. What they really want, what they are truly seeking, is to change the story and heal the pain of it all. Some of it, at least. But what must come first is acknowledging that just repeating the story is not really offering anything more than to enslave them. It doesn’t bring any change. In fact, it keeps them exactly where they are, often a victim, and it keeps reinforcing their pain. It also keeps their experiences shallow. It’s as though in the vast field of experiences, the person is only looking at a narrow bandwidth, and not at all looking to find the cause or the origin to their pain through self-reflection or self-inquiry, nor considering what else they might not know or have considered. The more their ego stays in the limitation, and just recycles, the more discouraging it can become.
So, the question you might ask yourself, is “What is the story of my life?” And if you put the answer into a few sentences describing things like where you were born, what happened at various ages, who influenced you in your circle of family and friends, what jobs you held, and what it is you do each day, then indeed, you have a very succinct story. But this isn’t your Life. It’s a series of experiences that form a perception of who you are. And that perception is dictated by the context of your experiences, and the stories you inherited through your culture, your religion, your education, your family structure, etc. While you may have many rich, devastating, liberating, puzzling, and unexpected experiences, all from which you can learn, Life is more expanded than that. It’s infinite.
Our Expanding Relationship to Our Gold Order Family
For example, every human being on Earth has a significant history related to the Gold Order. The Gold Order is one aspect of the Holy Cosmic Trinity/Threefold Founder Flames as the primal sound field of God expression: the Emerald Order, the Amethyst Order and Gold Order. The Gold Order is comprised of avian and insectoid lineages, and the Seraphim/Seraphi, otherwise known as Winged Ones or Angelic Seraphim, is one such lineage. They are an extension of the 14D Family of RA from the Andromeda Galaxy, and aligned with the Law of One. They also hold the human genetic template for the Diamond Sun body and embodied Christos consciousness. As Earth’s Guardians they once protected the horizontal architecture and timelines through the creation of the Golden Eagle Grid.
Unfortunately, while attempting to help humanity evolve, they fell in consciousness and this is how we came to have Fallen Angelics. About 26,000 years ago, during the Atlantian Cataclysm and Luciferian Rebellion, the Earth’s grids were invaded by the Reptilians, the Annunaki, and the Orion Group Draconians. The intention of the NAA [negative alien agenda] wasn’t just to damage God’s human creation, but to damage the Earth’s body and her planetary grids, and to block the flow of all natural energy. This made it possible for them to control the human mind and timelines, taking us into anti-life reversals, enslavement, armageddon programming, and victim-victimizer addiction programs. The Golden Eagle Grid became weaponized to collect loosh from humanity so it could be used as their energy source. Since then, the grid has been reclaimed by the Krystal Guardians, and it continues to be dismantled.
Throughout our planetary ascension, our Krystal Guardian hosts have been following the energies through the layers and layers of the vast multi-verse, revealing that there’s always more to learn about our human experiences. In this context here, we’re referring to discovering more about how we became disconnected from our true Gold Order Diamond Sun family. Simply put, the negative aliens created a wormhole at the 7th stargate in Lake Titicaca, Peru, and used that entry point to capture and hijack the Creator Code. They created a phantom, unnatural reality by cloning the Gold Order Ascended Master Washayanas, the authentic Cosmic beings that embodied the consciousness of the 7th stargate system. Think of them as a massive gestalt of consciousness that holds God intelligence in a unique expression. But their Dragon body parts were stolen and used to create imposters. This type of NAA manipulation is partly what gives them control over humanity: without discernment, every human consciousness, upon awakening, can be easily directed into this phantom reality because we have a sense of connection with this part of our history, a resonance or familiar affiliation, even if it’s not completely conscious. Of course, however, it’s not authentic. In essence, it’s a bait-and-switch tactic used by the controllers to thwart human consciousness expansion that would come from reconnecting with our origins.
With Krystal Guardian support, this falsity and its impact through the connecting Phoenix planetary grid is being dismantled, and it’s allowed the Gold Order Records to be returned to Earth. In a very similar fashion to saying we have had the return of the Divine Mother and her Blue Ray in many expanded expressions, and we have had the return of the Divine Father and the Violet Ray and his many expressions, we now have changes occurring in the Earth’s core that allow our Cosmic Gold Order Dragon Family to reconnect and return to us for our ascension. This is making it possible for more and more people to connect with another layer of their infinite Life story. Whether a human being knows this or not, they’re being liberated from the distortions and limitations that were once placed upon their consciousness.
To bring this to even more meaning, the Gold Order Ascended Master Washayanas held the true bi-wave or bi-polar architecture as the first step-down from the One Source God Matrix. This was originally a natural God expression for our Earth, including the polarities of masculine and feminine, before the polarities were hijacked by the NAA into finite energy, bi-wave, anti-life reversals. That hijack prevented the Gold Order Ascended Master Washayanas to reunite with the Amethyst Order Violet Ray Ascended Master Ramyanas. The cloning, gender splitting, and reversals impacted both. With the Gold Order Return and the dismantling of the phantom reality, there is more accessibility to again flow the Life Source in the vast consciousness that we are, and be less susceptible to the mental body distortions that have come from the hijack of our natural bi-wave architecture. The Gold Ray is the embodiment of the Higher Mind [not the lower ego mind], and the flow of inner sacred marriage: in the lightbody, when the Violet Ray aspect of the triple Solar masculine principle comes together with the feminine principle, it moves toward the inner sacred balance of the Christos-Sophia. It’s yet another opportunity to embody the Angelic Human. For those working with me in healing sessions, you may recall that this is what we’ve been addressing to create more flow for you. For ascension, it’s essential that the ego mind be left behind, but look at what’s replacing it!
With the Gold Order and the Seraphim Diamond Sun genetics being returned to Earth, there has been a recoding of the architecture through all the dimensions of the planetary gates and grids, and human lightbody. Of particular note, however, is the upgrade to the RA centre in the solar plexus, and the 3D mental body. As a natural part of your embodiment, the 14D pale gold chakra, at the top of your 12D shield, moves into the stillpoint area, and forms a gold orb body becoming your Inner Solar Temple. This area of your body through your physical and etheric nervous system, often empathically picks up dark energies, and is also often attacked by negative forces. So, strengthening this area through ego work, and regularly sweeping out negative energies can be immensely helpful to allowing the reclamation of the Gold Sun in your personal lightbody. In doing so, you restore your energy receivers and transmitters for more highly attuned higher sensory perception.
The difficulty is that many people will not participate actively with this. Instead, what we may see in some is more mental instability if the ego mind dictates their perceptions. One sure way to hang onto the limitation of that is to keep repeating your ego personality story and its pain, as though this is who you are. If you’re willing to look deeper into your pain, you may even find that some of the story isn’t even yours!
At the very least, every human has the capacity to recognize and acknowledge the pain that they feel, and choose to shed that story. In an addiction pattern, there will come a time, with God’s grace, when the high that a person has been seeking, and indulging, will no longer satisfy the ego. It will no longer provide relief from the pain. No matter where they turn, to what addiction they turn – drugs, alcohol, shopping, gaming, seeking attention or approval, to name just a few – the pain will push on them until they can sincerely acknowledge that they are addicted, and that just repeating the pattern has not brought them healing and lasting change. To break the pattern, a person has to reclaim their power, and take self-responsibility to do the ego work.
All healing comes from remembering that you are more than your story, and that your vast consciousness as One with the Creator, makes you infinitely creative. This is your authentic Spirit. Don’t deny your creativity, or use your ego story as an addiction. Use your creativity to keep expanding your knowledge of yourself as Eternal Life. Stay in the ‘now’ moment, and flow with what presents in your daily experiences. They’re valuable if you embrace your God-self and follow the energy to freedom.
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