Beloved Holy Mother, Beloved Holy Father,
I pray to keep trusting in you,
so that even when my life seems to deplete or discourage me
I keep moving forward fearlessly.
You know I’ve had my reasons for doubting you,
but I can’t remember when the separation started.
It was just so long ago.
I only know that my heart has felt the desolation,
the ache of being out of love with you,
the pain of not loving me.
I know this Divine trust now,
each trial in my life
having shown me your power,
brought me closer to the truth.
I can only trust in you, and I do.
Please lift me
into the joy of our togetherness.
I know you’re always present
and I will join you with each breath,
not just when I feel afraid,
but because flowing with you
is my sacred balance.