I humbly turn to you God
to say that I don’t understand everything
that is transpiring in the world right now.
I know there are agendas competing for the greatest ego satisfaction.
I see the ugly hubris overtaking
the valuing of sacred life,
and I feel disgust for the imposition of lies and destruction.
I know there is more to what is unfolding here
than what we are told.
I know there is more than we can see,
in the underworlds and corrupted spaces,
beneath us, around us and above us,
in the God Worlds,
and in every particle in-between.
I shut my eyes and pray
that this will all be over soon,
yesterday.
I can barely conceive of the horrors
that my brothers and sisters are living
but I cannot deny it.
My essence cannot reach across the abyss
to reason as does the evil mind.
My compassion overflows for the bottomless hurt
that has scarred the hearts of humanity,
and yet my resistance to forgiveness
can pierce my own conviction to be the freedom.
I pray Beloved God for your blessings
that the highest good may birth from all this harm
as our Guardians defend our peace,
that my heart be nourished with your sacred tones
and your healing light,
and that when I am steady in my core,
I open my eyes to be the witness
with you,
and bless this Universe
with the Divine power to unburden
humanity’s pain.
My resilience
is only to be found
in truth –
I know you are with me.